[Being able to walk through someone's mind is something deeper than just peeking around their room and into their things. It's the memories, that Komaeda's truly worried about. If he panics, what will he show to Atem... and what will Atem think about it? He's nervous, after all this time, to be rejected still. The last thing he wants is for Atem to think he's too broken, too messed up to care for.
The unease meets his expression now, as he tries to work the words out of his throat.]
Well... I'm worried you'll see something in my mind that will make you hate me...
[Komaeda isn't the same person he was when he was Ultimate Despair, but it's not like that version of him is gone, either.]
I'm not the person I used to be, but... It's not like those memories aren't still in my brain. If you see something disturbing, I don't want you to leave me over it...
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The unease meets his expression now, as he tries to work the words out of his throat.]
Well... I'm worried you'll see something in my mind that will make you hate me...
[Komaeda isn't the same person he was when he was Ultimate Despair, but it's not like that version of him is gone, either.]
I'm not the person I used to be, but... It's not like those memories aren't still in my brain. If you see something disturbing, I don't want you to leave me over it...