That thought comes immediately, tailed by another, intrusive thought about I'm used to pain, anyways. It comes without him even being able to mitigate it, and again, he feels his heart race. Atem had already said that there wouldn't be anything worth hating Komaeda over within his mind, but it's exactly moments like these—when his mind runs rampant where his mouth isn't able to stop it—that he worries.
This is just the first time I've been fully lucid during possession... So I'm nervous.
It's as much the truth as he can fully divulge—the other sources for his panic are things that he himself doesn't quite recognize. If anything, though, it might serve to show Atem just how often Komaeda keeps his fear tightly contained and doesn't talk about it.
But rather than lingering there, he'll turn to the reflective surface of the stainless steel sink basin, and gaze at their joined reflection. He meets that glowing eye-like symbol and pulls a smile across his face. Don't worry Atem-kun, this is just how my brain is. I warned you that it might be difficult.
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That thought comes immediately, tailed by another, intrusive thought about I'm used to pain, anyways. It comes without him even being able to mitigate it, and again, he feels his heart race. Atem had already said that there wouldn't be anything worth hating Komaeda over within his mind, but it's exactly moments like these—when his mind runs rampant where his mouth isn't able to stop it—that he worries.
This is just the first time I've been fully lucid during possession... So I'm nervous.
It's as much the truth as he can fully divulge—the other sources for his panic are things that he himself doesn't quite recognize. If anything, though, it might serve to show Atem just how often Komaeda keeps his fear tightly contained and doesn't talk about it.
But rather than lingering there, he'll turn to the reflective surface of the stainless steel sink basin, and gaze at their joined reflection. He meets that glowing eye-like symbol and pulls a smile across his face. Don't worry Atem-kun, this is just how my brain is. I warned you that it might be difficult.