[ Deep in her heart, her belief that they are all living fog - something she generally doesn't share with people, despite thinking about it frequently - stays locked away. It hurts others to think about it too much, she's pretty sure - especially those with hope to get out.
Which Komaeda doesn't seem to have. That's interesting. Okami-san doesn't either... is that just what happens if you stay here for too long?
Her focus returns to the school, the boxes. Turns over what Komaeda said. Some of his happiest memories and worst hardships. That's her problem too. It isn't just one thing. ]
I don't think... I would have died, if I'd gone. [ But can she be sure? How much longer would she even have made it, without... she pushes that thought away. ]
But it helped me learn how to live better, too. [ It's corny, but she doesn't feel like having much of a filter on that right now. And it's the truth. ] All of us-- it brought us together, so... I guess it did something right.
[ Her shadowy hands cling tightly to Komaeda's. In the darkness of the roof corner, where the two of them are spectral, it's something for each of them to hold onto. Something dear and precious. ]
... But I hate how it treated-- all of you. [ And herself? Jury's out. But the others is something she can focus on. ] You all deserved better...
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[ Deep in her heart, her belief that they are all living fog - something she generally doesn't share with people, despite thinking about it frequently - stays locked away. It hurts others to think about it too much, she's pretty sure - especially those with hope to get out.
Which Komaeda doesn't seem to have. That's interesting. Okami-san doesn't either... is that just what happens if you stay here for too long?
Her focus returns to the school, the boxes. Turns over what Komaeda said. Some of his happiest memories and worst hardships. That's her problem too. It isn't just one thing. ]
I don't think... I would have died, if I'd gone. [ But can she be sure? How much longer would she even have made it, without... she pushes that thought away. ]
But it helped me learn how to live better, too. [ It's corny, but she doesn't feel like having much of a filter on that right now. And it's the truth. ] All of us-- it brought us together, so... I guess it did something right.
[ Her shadowy hands cling tightly to Komaeda's. In the darkness of the roof corner, where the two of them are spectral, it's something for each of them to hold onto. Something dear and precious. ]
... But I hate how it treated-- all of you. [ And herself? Jury's out. But the others is something she can focus on. ] You all deserved better...