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[luckless]

I know how my dick works, Lila...

[Should he have to tell her this?? He's basically been "self-exploring" this whole time, too.]

Is that a good thing though? That I get carried away...? You're the first person to tell me that.

Usually, when I get caught up in the things I want, people will tell me that I'm crazy... or that I'm selfish. That they hate that side of me.

[gitanes]

ok you just told me five minutes ago you were still trying to figure out how it works so. honestly kind of a relief cuz if you just spent six months NOT i'd be worried

i mean, sometimes it freaks me out, but only when it's you getting carried away by shit like . . . not being worth anything, or wanting to sacrifice yourself, that kind of thing. that just scares me because i want you to be okay. but in general it's pretty hot. i like when you go after the things you want, especially when they're me.

[luckless]

[Yeah. Right. He didn't clarify—]

I meant that I know how to jerk off! I'm pretty sure every guy does!

I don't know how it works anatomically, as in, it goes away and comes out of... a cloaca, I think? I thought only birds had them, but maybe fish do, too? But that also means there's some... inner parts to it.

[Is this awkward? Getting into the machinations of his monster bits? Anyways,]

So... do I have permission to do what I want, then?

[gitanes]

i don't know, you never talk about that shit like most guys do so i wasn't sure if you were just really private about it or had weird hangups.


huh

that sounds kind of fun actually. [Apparently Lila does not find this awkward.]

you never didn't have permission to do what you want. as long as you don't treat me like shit but you know better than that anyway. sooooo is there something you want, or is this a hypothetical question?

[luckless]

[It's probably closer to hang ups, he realizes, because no one has ever really shown interest in him before.]

I get sexual urges, I'm just not used to someone feeling the same way about me. All the people I liked before they, well... I was pushier with them than they were with me.

I'm still just getting used to being liked, I think. Normally, my feelings are more one-sided, and it's almost more comfortable that way.

[But he doesn't want one-sided. He wants to love and be loved, normally. Now that he can be. Now that he doesn't have to worry about Ultimate Luck, and the world ending with despair.]

But I want to touch you, and kiss you, and hold you. So... if you're fine with it being me, let's have sex!

[gitanes]

[That's fucking adorable. God. She really has to find another word that means the same thing, this is hard.]

it's okay if you push a little. i'll tell you if i don't like it, but i don't

i don't know
i guess i just
you don't treat me like guys usually treat me
you're careful with me?
so i'm not worried
if that's how you treat me normally then i don't think you'll push me far enough that it's not fun anymore

i trust you. so let's have exclamation point sex!