[Atem wants to fight. He wants to leave marks and claim his ownership... Something obvious and in your face, something that loudly exclaims to the world—mine.
Komaeda swallows again, and though they remain cuddled close between his tail and the tender curve of Atem's arm around his waist, he's grateful to be looking away with embarrassment already. Surely, if he had been looking the other in the eyes when he said all of that, he would've died.
It's not just about a playful competition, though. Atem wants them both to win, for them both to have fun. Whether it's something dirty, dangerous... Or something like this, where it's both of those things, while also being something softer...
He can still feel his heart racing, and the way his mouth is getting drier, despite the water that still clings to their scales. Of all the people Atem would want to be with right now, he only ever wanted... him? It's like a sensory overload, to hear words of such deep affection, that it fills him with a loathing for all the months he spent in the Sea of Stars.
If only he could've returned sooner.]
...I like it when you bite me. [He admits, though it had only ever been his wrist the one time.] And I like playing games with you. I like that we can both go all out, and we don't have to worry, as long as we keep our hearts and bodies safe.
[Komaeda, with great effort, wills himself to return his gaze to Atem's. Beneath the heavy furrow of his brow, his eyes look like deep pools of water.]
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Komaeda swallows again, and though they remain cuddled close between his tail and the tender curve of Atem's arm around his waist, he's grateful to be looking away with embarrassment already. Surely, if he had been looking the other in the eyes when he said all of that, he would've died.
It's not just about a playful competition, though. Atem wants them both to win, for them both to have fun. Whether it's something dirty, dangerous... Or something like this, where it's both of those things, while also being something softer...
He can still feel his heart racing, and the way his mouth is getting drier, despite the water that still clings to their scales. Of all the people Atem would want to be with right now, he only ever wanted... him? It's like a sensory overload, to hear words of such deep affection, that it fills him with a loathing for all the months he spent in the Sea of Stars.
If only he could've returned sooner.]
...I like it when you bite me. [He admits, though it had only ever been his wrist the one time.] And I like playing games with you. I like that we can both go all out, and we don't have to worry, as long as we keep our hearts and bodies safe.
[Komaeda, with great effort, wills himself to return his gaze to Atem's. Beneath the heavy furrow of his brow, his eyes look like deep pools of water.]
I wish we could stay like this forever, Atem-kun.